Thanks Fred for all your thoughts , prayers and support . I’m going through the most emotional , stressful time right now in my Life . When my Dad passed away in 2007 it was so hard to get healed and I’m still hurting from his passing but mom is way worst . I was the youngest of six children and between me and the next sibling was four years so my mom and oldest sister who is the oldest spoiled me and protected me . My Dad spoiled me too as he saw me as his splitting image of himself . Mom lived a long full 101 years . It’s so hard to let go. I know Fred you are still hurting only recently you loss your wife . Maybe God bless you and your family .