I Know how you must Feel.

As for your statement:
"I seriously doubt my membership renewal would be accepted but even if it were I have to live myself. So, I think my decision is the right one."

My advise:
"Send the $20.00 in and See if they cash the check by mistake."

Thanks for "Every Thing" you have Done for the club & hobby....and try that Check thing.. I think it will be OK!!

Regards,
Jesse #R-6310