Larry, I am so sorry. I worked as a vet tech for the last few years, until my own cancer took that away from me. I was a surgical nurse, and I want you to know just how sad I am to hear of your loss. These little guys are our children. I understand. All of my pets have been rescued from the hospital where I worked. They too would have been euthanized if I had not fallen in love with those deep trusting eyes. I have made my own memorial to a 20 year old cat, who I loved possibly more than my own 2 boys. I had her longer, she never sassed back, borrowed the car keys, or worried me by staying out drinking with friends. If nothing else....these words are falling onto thin air, but my heart is aching for you. Pat